Dec 29, 2007

Christmas Photos!

My 20 week belly shot (compare it to my 18 week, sheesh!), Andrea and Rex (my sister and brother-in-law), and my family!
I hope everyone had a great Christmas and wonderful New Year!!

Dec 21, 2007

It's A....


Olivia Rose is on her way!!

She was not shy about showing the "money shot"! She is spread eagle, butt facing out in my tummy.

I couldn't be happier!

I will try to get the ultrasound pictures posted later.

Dec 19, 2007

New Picture!

This was taken last night. I think I am slowly starting to 'pop' and become a bit more 'rounded'. Haha, I use those words cautiously and nicely! Will be 19 weeks tomorrow, yyiipppeee!!! Ultrasound in 2 days!!!

Dec 16, 2007

Sick Sick Sick

All about me before bed..
So last night I went to bed with a headache... took some Tylenol, no big deal. I woke up this morning with my head throbbing and somewhat not-hungry/nauseous. So, I ate an orange and just lounged around. By 2pm, I could not stand up or bend down without getting light headed. It felt kind of like the room was spinning and I was going to t/u. So I sat down, but knew I had an Xmas party tonight. About 5pm, went to the party, ate half a salad and I was done. It hurt to hold my head up, hurt to touch my head, and I was very light headed. When I take a deep breath, my chest (in the front and back) just ache. My nose is fine, my throat doesn't hurt, etc. I only cough when I try to take a deep breath. So off I go to Walgreens with my "approved" list. 45 minutes later, the pharmacist just gave me sudaphed to open my passages since I wasn't really hurting (expect my head and chest) and no fever.
Well I get home, decide to take my temp... yup... 100.5. So didn't take a darn thing and called the on-call doc. She said I had two choices, the ER or bed rest tomorrow until I can get in for an emergency exam. She is worried about my chest and my fever. Said to take Tylenol and nothing else. So, here I am. It even hurts to put the phone to my ear there is sooo much pressure.
It's weird, I've always jumped to Nyquil or anything when I'm sick. Now, it's not about me, how our mind changes is amazing..
We didn't have school all last week so I feel sooo guilty about tomorrow, but I have a wonderful team who is very worried.
Sorry that was sooo long, just need some prayers and thoughts.

Dec 8, 2007

Sad Day..

I'm not sure where my hormones are running today, but it's been a tough one. My mom leaves tomorrow for a week and I know that is part of it.
So XDAH and I haven't talked all week. We can usually send text messages making small talk, etc. It's been since Monday. I know he is pursuing another relationship, and that is his right. As he tells me, if I won't take him back, then he is not going to sit around and wait. I can't blame him. I know when my time comes to dating again, I won't want him bugging me also. But for some reason, I have really wanted to talk to him today. It won't do any good, I am not even sure why, but I have just broke down and cried so much today. I wish I had answers. I'm finally realizing I have lost my best friend. The one I laughed with, played games with, went out to eat with, just anything. I can't even target whether it is specifically XDAH I am crying over or just feelings in general. I hope that makes sense. As the holiday gets closer, traditions start brewing and I know it's not going to be the same this year and that just makes me weep. I never wanted to be the one in my family to get divorced, much less raise a child alone. And now here I am.
Then I start thinking, if I really don't want to be back with him, why is this really so hard? I should be happy knowing I am not in a troubled relationship anymore, but it's just not that easy.
Thanks for listening. I hope everyone is having a great weekend!!

Dec 6, 2007

Preggo Dreams!

I thought I would fill you all in on my very vivid dream last night..

So (in my dream) I gave birth last night to Joel Copper. (haha). Before then though I was going through a wedding ceremony and crying because I didn't really want to marry the man I was marrying, yet the baby had to have a dad (XDAH maybe?) So we got married and the next day I had a bouncing baby BOY. Yet, he was not an infant. More like 4-5 months old. He was already holding his head up and sitting in a high chair. We were taking a tour of an ambulance so he could see what it was like (?). If I said a word he would repeat it, like microwave and ambulance. Smart kid!!! Haha, yet I was freaking out because I had forgotten to bring (we were at my Aunt Joyce's house!) how much he was supposed to eat duing his first week, like ounces. So I gave him some applesauce.
Oh man, the dream was clear as day and still is! Haha, anyone a dream interpreter out there?!


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